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Hope this helps you understand the process. I made this because many people seem to think that being depressed is something you choose and that in the end, it all comes down to looking out the window and listening to sad music.
The truth is, it's very much beyond your control. OPEN FOR MORE.
No, I have never suffered from depression. I've known and lived with people who are bipolar for many years now and this is why I think I might have a pretty good understanding of how things work.
I'm not in the positon to give you any advice on how to cope with it. If you think you might be suffering from depression, please visit a specialist. You have to trust me - it's the only way to go about it.
Please feel free to share your story in the comments. Others might need it.
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I don't wanna comment for attention but yh this is pretty accurate. The only way I can ever get slight happiness is artificial like some drugs and stimulating myself online. Although I am working through losing weight and taking care of myself which may help.
Depression is a stage of knowledge when you find out how many fake people we met and how silly our life made us to wear a mask that's coverd with lies, hate ,anger and every bad thing we learned then you try to find a way to break your mask and you do it after a while and when you do it you'll know that you don't have a thing behind that mask
Then you start escaping from life by sleeping and remaining silent and everyone
Until you find an atom of true love
Your life will change forever
Ask for the LOVE and you shall get it
Depends on how much your heart is clean
That love is not connected to this world ...
I can be sad & mean at the same time, i make a book to rant, esp bcz i can't express them in words, so when i die, i hope they find that book and know its their fault and they can blame themselves for life but sadly im too nice to put their name in it and don't want them to be sad
Im eleven and i think i have depression,
I have taken multiple tests, seen many videos about the symptoms and i apply to most if not all of them. I am affraid to bring it up to my parents, does anyone have advice? If so, please reply to this comment. Thank you for reading this and taking the time out of your day or night, i appriciate it.
It’s a well , it’s dark and empty and cold and numb you don’t feel anymore. It’s a cruel space deceiving you it’s full of things but nothing feels full it feels empty. It feels dark, that won’t make sense but it does it feels like a dark that you can’t escape. And your just an observer. You feel trapped inside yourself begging to leave but the emotions leave you powerless and helpless. You can’t move the darkness is numbing but pain is there to take that away it’s like you just stopped. Like a beautiful cold night with the rain pouring down the windows. Except it’s the opposite the rain is moving fast and the sounds are beautiful but you can only observe. Knowing there’s barely an escape make you feel more trapped it feels like your are in a cold metal world that is so empty but feels full with a darkness that you can’t describe because there’s no words for how it feels. I am young but I am numb. There are times when you could feel so built up with emotions that you just break like a hammer smashing a thin pane of glass in slow motion, like you see in the movies with no sound it just happens and people won’t even notice. You can look happy but again it’s deception and we’ve experienced it so we know how to use it too.
When you feel like why meet people? Why try to have a relationship when dying alone seems like the better option then worrying about being that depressing burden that the person now has to deal with when you have your unpredictable deep dark waves of emotions.
How about the "stop feeling sorry for yourself line?" That one drives me up a wall. Like WHAT?! No way?! Just stop? Never even fucking thought of that! Wow, thanks for the tip. But, I recently started seeing a therapist and it does help people, trust me... I was really debating on if I should just give up or keep going with life. I realized I couldn't give up. You and I (the person reading this, hey) didn't come this far just to come this far. To just give up when I've never even tried speaking to an unbiased, non-judgemental professional seemed illogical to me. But, I promise, you will feel better week after week of letting things out that you're too afraid to tell anyone else. Our bodies have all this tension built up and when you tell someone all the things you tell yourself when you're going through a bad episode, your body will breathe a sigh of relief for once in a very long time. So please if you're reading this, it can get better (even though you don't believe me right now since the depression has convinced you otherwise.) Just remember, depression is LYING to you. About everything. Fight the urge to believe it. Also remember I love you. Yes, the person I've never met, I love you and I'm with you. You're a strong son a bitch and you know that's true... don't you 😌
hey i know i am not anyone to you, i am just random person passing by. But you know what? I do care for you. Maybe you are depressed, stressed, stuck in the darkness or something that i dont understand, and no one understand, but i know one day you will found your light. I mean it, your own light. They will guide you home, where you used to be, where you have to be. No matter how hard your problem is, i know you will get trough it. If you don't have anyone to share your problem, you can tell me. Just dm me @_homewithpayne. Well, it's not private account so you can dm me without following me, thank you.
Have a great life everyone! Someone loves you! Wait, i mean, i love you! <3
Ps : i know you will think, "she is a happy person, she won't understand." But i do, i do understand. If you dont believe me, test me <3
The thing is, i never needed so much sleep in my life. i was going to bed around 11pm when i was 12 years old. now one year later, a lot happend. family fights, friends that lock me out of their lifes, relationship problems, police,....the line keeps going. and that makes me tired. my emotions are breaking me down. how longer i sleep, the more i feel tired. so i decided to sleep only 4 hours on a day and the rest of the day just spending in my bed cause i got nothing to do, and im useless anyways. im crying for no reason. and thats the scary part. crying for no reason is the worst thing that can happen. people also judge me, threatening me, calling me out...it keeps going and im done with everything. for the last time im going to say this...im sorry.
i've watched this 3 years ago and i asked myself damn how could a human get to this point
3 years later i've been through the hardest times of my life and i relate to every single thing in this video .. it just feels like nothing is enjoyable anymore everyday is gloomy
I’m literally crying.
I’m avoiding friends because I don’t want to ruin the relationships I have with them.
I don’t want to go to family events.
I feel hopeless.
I listen to music to distract my thoughts.( that doesn’t work sometimes)
I sleep more than I’m supposed to.
I don’t think it’s normal, I never asked for it either.
I actually don’t know if therapy will help.
Depression is the reason why depressed people percieve the world and live the life in a very different way than others. For them, it's unfortunately so painful , tasteless, and challenging. Hopeless starts to evolve when they think life will be the same forever, only then suicidual thoughts come up in the mind. In fact, that hell is only a state of mind which can be treated with the right therapy and supportive environment.
My depression has gotten so bad, I have horrible anxiety, I can’t sleep or I sleep too much, I’m always exhausted, I can’t remember the little things, I’m constantly worrying, and I always feel my depression lingering at the bottom of my ocean even when I feel happy. I don’t even know what happy or feeling better is, I feel lost, detached, I don’t know what’s real.
it sucks when ur too afraid to talk to ur family about how ur feeling so u keep going on with ur day feeling numb and empty until that’s the only thing u ever feel. I have to fake every emotion every day and it’s exhausting.
i personally don't like school but i don't like being free too. It really doesn't matter what i do i just don't care anymore. I feel so tired even doing lazy stuff like gaming isn't fun anymore. In my spare time i just watch youtube, play runescape or just go and think about stuff but it doesn't matter what i do i don't feel satisfyed. I feel empty. School is too easy i just waste my time there yet everyone thinks i am stupid. When people say stuff like that i don't care but than when i come home i'll just go ahead and cry about it. The last 5 weeks i didn't do anything usefull the only thing i could think of is feeding some birds but apart from that i could not have been alive the last 5 weeks and i still would have ment the same. Fake depressed kids i mean the onces that go like ooh fake ppl and school sucks make me even more depressed. Sometimes i feel so sad that i can't even express it and that makes me even more sad.
i’ve told my mum multiple times about my mental health, hinting with continuity, showing no signs of it being “just a phase”. i showed this video to her recently, she told me i was being pathetic and to grow up and snap out of it. that there was nothing she could do to help me and to sort myself out. i’m not here to beg for attention you guys, i just need someone to listen. i watch this video every now and again and each time i watch it becomes more and more real. i’ve attempted 3 times, i’m only 14. i have one passion in life that is unsupported by my parents and even that is beginning to fade. i feel like no one wants me here, i have no friends and i rarely leave the house as i’m just too tired? idk if that makes ay sense but oh well. if anyone has any advice it would be much appreciated
I suffer from social anxiety and idealism that mean I want to do everything well. I left my studies this year. I left everything and death alive in the comfort zone "My father's house". I just want someone to give me treatment to get rid of all these things Because I'm really tired
And thank you .
Note:: I can go to a psychiatrist because I do not have the money and the courage
Reality check: Stop being such a spoiled brat. Are you even listening to what you're saying? "My parents at me for being rude, but I can't help it." Seriously? Have some respect for the people who raised you.
Depression is not an excuse to be a bad person
Why do i only feel extreme emotions and nothing els in between?am starting to hate my own emotions.i feel like a mirror if there is nothing infront of it am blank.if there is a happy person infront i can be happy.if there is a sad person i try to chear them up or to understand there problem. So who will stand infront of this mirror?🤔
I feel... nothing. I get no thoughts in my head either, nothing happens in my head that i want to happen. Not even depressive thoughts.
Life wasnt meant for me.
If i cry, its because i force myself to, like an actor in a movie. Just to be able to feel sad. Feel like a human being.
Humilliating thing is, that this all started after i fell in love while struggling with social anxiety.
Think about depression like this. Weather and climate. Weather is temporary, and won’t stay for long. Climate is general and is the usual state. That’s what depression is. When happiness goes from being your climate to being your weather and sadness from being your weather to your climate.
CAN ANYONE HELP ME PLEASE i am soo depressed because of my classmate when i was standing near the door of my classroom with my friends standing little away from me she said to me that dont stand here the other girls will run away after seeing you and after 2-3 months another my neighbour lady when i was in her house again said same thing i am soo confused and depressed about this thing that how they said same thing even they dont dont each other...
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