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Hope this helps you understand the process. I made this because many people seem to think that being depressed is something you choose and that in the end, it all comes down to looking out the window and listening to sad music.
The truth is, it's very much beyond your control. OPEN FOR MORE.
No, I have never suffered from depression. I've known and lived with people who are bipolar for many years now and this is why I think I might have a pretty good understanding of how things work.
I'm not in the positon to give you any advice on how to cope with it. If you think you might be suffering from depression, please visit a specialist. You have to trust me - it's the only way to go about it.
Please feel free to share your story in the comments. Others might need it.
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Wow why is this me like no joke ,dpresstion is not a fucking trend no one should want to be like"oh yeah I have depresstion too!" Like I don't get why everyone I know wants to have depression and like when I say I have depresstion they just laugh and agree like no I need real help but I just don't want to talk about it and i don't wanna be asked any questions I rather put on a fake smile and keep going than having to explain why I'm not happy
Sorry for getting triggered and all
The line that gets me every single time I watch this video is:
“All satisfaction is gone. Little things that used to bring you joy, are now worthless”
That is what makes the tears stream down. Because I can relate to it on such a deep level :(
I’ve lost all interest in my creative hobbies, and even reading or watching a series I love is hard for me to do now.
I am Bipolar and got stuck in a spiral twice. Twice I brought myself to the emergency because I told myself that’s it I can’t live my life I have to put an end at it. 4 years ago my wife was diagnose with CANCER. When I got the news in the office of the doctor it was like, oh you have a cold. But really it was like a nuclear bomb in my head. I have spend 13 years loving this women and now I could loose her in a second. Yes, I cried b7t alone in my corner without my wife looking at me. Because I didn’t want her to see how fragile I was. Since I remember being a child I wanted to die. I was hoping to die before my parents, it’s just recently that I try to convince myself that I want to live a few more years. But still, I want to die before my wife so I am not alone in the world.
i keep telling myself that its only in my head ... and depression can't last for over 10 years / its just a phase ... but no sadly i reached a point where i don't feel alive at all like an empty shell , im not a teen anymore clearly everyone i know is getting a job getting married and bla bla but im still stuck , and the only one i feel bad for is myself can't think of anyone or a thing else to blame , i dont hurt myself or think of committing suicide anymore , cuz i don't feel a shit at this point not even pain .
Some like to play the role of the depressed, but it is not so, my friend .. Let me tell you something. Depressed will not be here now will not come to write a comment here .. He just hates everything he sees .
Fuuuuuck you, Just fuck you
I wanted to share this message for a friend that really needed, (She is depressed but not aware of it), She really needed the last message. But you guys have put an advertisement on the last text. Please move it to a corner, please. (I am not asking you not to monetize from your video just move that thing to a corner)
My parents got divorced.
They want me to practise piano, which I hate.
They want me to do all the work around the house. I have to hug my mum for hours per day, make dinner, wash the dishes, take care of my brother and pets.
My dad, which cheated on my mom, have never told us about his girlfriend. He celebrates New year with his ,,friends". He lives in his ,,friends'" house. Once we went skiing and he didn't tell us anything, he just took ,,her" son too. My step-brother. He called him ,,instructor Eric". I don't know how Eric felt, but I felt so bad and stupid. My father didn't see. He is always telling me that I'm his clever girl, but he still ,, lives with friends". Seriously, I'm not that dumb.
My best friend and crush for almost two years just arrived to Germany, because his parents had work there. It literally broke my heart.
My pet died.
They bully my brother.
Nobody ever told me that I'm fat and doctor said I'm underweight but I don't think so. I feel so fat and ugly.
None of my friends knows these things. Any of these things. And they don't care. I hope they don't see it, 'cause I don't want them to feel sorry.
But I laugh all the time. No one could ever tell that I am sad.
But now I can finally tell myself that I have depression, altrought I cannot cry.
I can feel my depression coming back, I just don’t know what to do, I’m losing all my friends or they just don’t care enough to call or text, I feel like Everyone hates me and I feel like I’m annoying everybody around me when I talk so I slowly stoped talking as much. I don’t know what to do I just feel so alone l guess I have my slowly coming back depression to thank for that
This is how I feel every day. Depression has become a way of life, a thick blanket I find comfort in at the end of the day. I don’t believe happiness is a real, genuine emotion, and haven’t for a long time.
idk if i’m depressed or not because i’m only 13 but after i went through a breakup i have been real sad and not wanting to do things, but making it look like i’m happy and the joyful girl my family and friends think i am, also me wanting to not be on earth anymore but being to scared to actually leave, for what people will think, and also being scared that i will only be cared for if i’m dead like whats happening with deaths..or coming out to my family because they are very religious, and hearing them say that “suicide will take you to hell”.
I've been depressed since I was 12. I ve attempted 2 times to die. I am still depressed and i hold on to the days where i kill off my old self...and start living life to the fullest before i die...i cant keep being a mind numbing meat sack in a factory job any longer. I must live my life to the fullest even if I die doing it. Cause I died fulfilling life...ready to die...
I dont know man... But this state sucks, im depressed too for 1 year, almost 1 and a half year one week im suicidal, second i dont feel anything, im not happy, sad, third i dont know where i am and going so.
I've been dealing with depression for about 6 years now and my past did impact my future being bullied since 3rd grade by people and huge betrayal of friends and heartbroken. Im 20 years old now and feel like i don't have a purpose in this life , i recently lost my job and i can't afford school and even hate it in matter of fact cause of how much of an outcast i was and never had a true friend who stuck in my life. I was always alone dealing with the pain. My dad is strict and never will understand me and my mom is the one i can talk to but i don't like to worry her. I have insecurities so much that the weight keeps me in bed. I don't know if Ill ever love who i am completely. I attempted suicide at least 3 times but failed. Death is a bit of a fear for me but at those times i wasn't caring cause i figured nobody does anyway. It's hard to explain everything that's eating you alive when you don't even know yourself :'(
this video explains how i feel perfectly. My best friend of 10 years died on deployment, my mom overdosed, my fiance cheated on me and left, ive got no friends anymore, im in a shitty state that i hate, i hate my job and everything about my life. I see no hope. All i want is to be happy and financially stable and have a group of loyal friends that dont abandon me. im tired of being alone. I dont want to live but i dont want to die either. I just want to stop existing
I’m really scared I can’t be in a room alone but I don’t want to be around people I don’t want to eat and then wonder why I’m hungry I don’t wanna be asked if u are ok but then IM NOT OK and then when someone does ask if ur ok I say I’m ok 😕
I was depressed for two years and at one point I started feeling better. A while ago I noticed that I am slowly falling back into it. I fell like crap because I realised that I have never really overcome it in the first place.
This resonates with me in such accurate levels it hurts. And I thank you for this. Fourteen years of depression, never sought help. I am finally getting help. It's scary, but the alternative... well, we know.
please don’t self diagnose yourself and tell others about your “*depReSsIoN”. i’m not trying to invalidate those who self diagnose, because for all i know, some of them could be correct but before you say anything about your “depression” go to a therapist and get it clinically proven. personally i find it pretty fucking annoying when those *certain* (not saying everyone is like this) self diagnosing teens say they have deprEssiOn to be quirky and relatable. it’s just disgusting when they do it for attention because it’s a real mental illness and affects so many people horribly. when those self diagnosed teens act like they have it when they, in reality, don’t, it’s basically disregarding the fact that it’s a real illness and not some sort of booster for attention. it’s glamourised too much in our society and the issue needs way more recognition as it affects more people than you think. thanks for coming to my ted talk.
This was me 1 month ago😭, but believe me over time you will get through it I was there and know I’m here 😁 i know it’s hard and sometimes you don’t know why it’s happening but I believe in you I know your stronger than anything the life puts on your path after all even in the darkest túnel their is always a light at the end of the way ☺️ hope you get better ❤️💙🖤
Of hundreds of videos describing depression this video is the most accurate description of what in fact is major depression, at least for me. I can’t stop listening to this video because is exactly how I would describe my major depression disorder. I just 3 minutes is the best video to understand depression. Thank you very much for sharing this video.
I keep on denying to myself that i have depression. I keep telling to myself that this will just passed. But it's been 2 years and i don't know when will this stop. As i watched this video, It is exactly what i've been feeling. When someone asks me how am i, I can't answer them 'cause I can't explain it. I'm confused.
I have all these symptoms and tried to commit suicide in the past several times and now I am in the hospital more than ten days and I think suicide suicide Believe me something terrible and began to worry me and dont know how to get rid of it😔😔😔😔😔
I remembered seen this video
And then I was diagnosed with depression.
They put me in a mental hospital for suicide attempts.
I didn’t want to be alive (still)
I really hate myself for existing.
I feel disgusting
I feel like I annoy everyone
I feel like is time to leave this pain
I need to take a rest is so hard to leave like this.
I'm highly depressed. I can't say I wanna die but I can't say I still wanna be here. Sometimes I feel I've finally lost my mind and I don't feel in control. I don't care if I live or die but I am not going out quietly
My mind has gone completely blank these past few months I can not concentrate all I can concentrate on is the things people have said to me that have hurt but I always felt this way... I really don’t know what is happening... I broke down COMPLETELY a few days ago just because of a sentence someone had said in front of all my friends and I rushed to the bathroom and just cried and I couldn’t breathe it was horrible the constant feeling of anger and sadness and misery and death as a escape is really overwhelming right now.
I have been trying to get help since the age 6. My mom came into my room one time crying because she didn’t know what else to do. I’m only 12 years old. I have been like this since 6 without knowing it.
Due to many reasons, I developed what it seems like an OCD. Everything I've tried to get out is interrupted and sabotaged by certain incidents that keeps on wierdly happening and occurring. It's like a godly curse. As if it's my destiny and fate to enter the depression zone. I know what depression is all about and I can tell without a doubt that I've entered the zone of depression since yesterday. Psychological treatment is taking so fucking long to commence. I don know what to do anymore.
yesterday i went for the first time to a therapist because i knew something was wrong with me and i was taking in consideration that i may have been depressed but i never thought i was,, and hearing an adult, a person who knows this stuff saying “you have depression” hit me so hard
I think I was lonely. Lonely. All by myself. I think I felt like that for the past year. But something happened today. My friends brought up things from the past. They confronted me and told me what they really thought of me. They told me I use my family problems and excuses and that they will never forgive me for something i did that wasn’t even that bad. Usually I would come home and be so, so angry. I would rage and scream at my mum. But today, the worst of the days, I didn’t. I came home and I acted fine. I think what happened today has really, finally flipped the switch in me. I really cannot do this anymore
Back to this video. 2019 and ive had depression since 2015. Tried to get help but my family they think i dont have it. Its gotten so bad i missed school. Im starting to believe, nothing really gets better.
I’m honestly not gonna self-harm because I’m afraid I won’t get away with it (or maybe I haven’t felt empty enough yet, because there’s a few people who still give me hope) if you’re reading this, please stay strong, and don’t kill yourself❤️❤️❤️
at least theres someone at ur door... some people is exacly that but with nobody, seeing happy people around and wondering... feeling like trash day after day, and that feeling put more people away just to see your eyes screaming to everyone around that theres something wrong, and you just cant hide that.. than the isolation gets bigger, to a point were you cant even act normal when someone strikes a simple conversation about the weather, you dont know exacly how to behave so you start to try to be overnice and that comes out as weird, enough for people to see u as a failure, as dumb and the more that happens the hate inside you growns cause you know that is not you, thats nearly a shadow of who you are, but you dont have anything or anyone to even try to get back, to try again, then you sleep and wake up and the cycle goes over and over, and each day feels worse... well, thats.. someones might be like this... just saying...
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